Once upon a time, I was falling in love
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only love in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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ben keneshiro
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Monday, July 28, 2008
3:37 AM

hmmm.. change new enviroment and all will be better for me.
i cant stay there anymore though i feel so sad and cant bear to leave e place.
but i have no choice bad memories still there.
i wanna leave..goodbye friends and my dearest customers.
i love being ard with a cosy and friendly place w u all.
talk and have fun with u.. no matter wad imagical always stay in my heart.
is this place who brought me up and of cos its this place giving me
lots of happy memories .. w/o this place i guess i still the old ben.
living in e past..but i have to leave i dun wish to live in e past, everyday
pass by tiong bahru and every west line. its really tiring. its really hurting..
so i guess i leaving. guys takecare..JIAYOU! u all got me to support.
no matter hw much u all hate me.oos i leave u all alone im really sorry.
but still i will be back alright.. guys! JIAYOU!

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, July 15, 2008
12:56 AM

OMG!! ferlicia gonna married soon..
though on the fone w her.
i sounded so happy for her finally she wun be a old hag all alone in her life..
but i felt quite sad..
when i remember hw i get to noe her and see her as a busybody til nw..
LOL.
let me think back..hw a funny consellor who can convince me to tok to her.
when i first got to noe her.
she always try alot ways to tok to me and persuade me tt i gt a probation on hand.
letting me noe tt i shldnt be out for long and have to be home early.
hw i sscolded her and confront her telling her tt my time is so precious..
hw many warning letter i dun care..
after a few round section it was almost my last time to tok to her.
she said one thing to me..
RENA i really cannot manage to tok to u alrd. i tried my best to talk to u.
and u didnt even bothered guess i think u shld leave here and prepare to go in.
i saw her tears kept rolling. i felt so sad abt it, i really make someone who
really want to noe me well cried. she has no ill-intention. DEN..
i finally tok to her. and we became friends after my section and all.
we went out like friend Chat Nonsense and all..
she really someone who can turn to and help me with my prob as a friend
nt a person who doing her job.
hmm she also gg to state after her marriage. hopefully
she will be enjoying herself.
she got all my blessing..

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, July 13, 2008
2:15 PM

MY FRIENDS... VERON.SC.Shar and ian...





expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, July 07, 2008
1:59 AM

This is my favourite SONG!!
by brain mcknight...
he really have great song..
My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie

I guess I'm down to my last cry
Cry......
I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Repeat Chorus

I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....
I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

Repeat Chorus

I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

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